Love Being Used

I am in a high position at my workplace and I have to tell both men and women what to do and how to work. But I know myself, and I am clear with the fact, that if that goes on for long, I would become a unbearable, burnt out woman. That's why I love to be abased when not at work; to compensate my feelings and my status. I want to be a weak woman, I want to be used , and want to get everything back that I have given to my workers. That way I can be a strong boss day by day. This black cock today made me forget about the office, about everything that should be present during a fucking!